Back in earlier days when the band had just started, Will had a Girlfriend he loved a LOT....however, this girl was just an opportunist that wanted to boast at her friends how her current boyfriend was a rocker.
She cheated him a lot, sometimes even IN FRONT OF HIS EYES. knowing full well he saw her.
It made him really hurt as he really loved the girl. He started to make himself drunk more and more often. She complained about it, but did nothing to help him.
Will blamed himself about it, thinking it was his fault she didn't stay with him.
But one day....he just had enough.
He had lasted this for long time...but then she went to say to him, blame him that HE had someone else. Will snapped completely and would have stabbed her if his mates would not have stopped him (He was drunk)
he told her to fuck off and never to show up in front of his eyes. She nearly ran away, out from the house.
The next day, William was so pissed not even his friends wanted to talk with him, as they were afraid of his anger.
few days later she came back, saying that she'd forgive him. She promised she would change if he'd just take her back.
But William was far beyond forgiving...
He reached out, pulling the girl close and giving her really bitter kiss, then slapped her so hard that she fell, telling her to go away. She was too pathetic for him to waste his time.
After that, she ran away crying.
also, since that day, William's emotions just...died. Other than Rage that is. He doesn't feel anything, hes numb totally. he doesnt feel even PAIN even thought he did hurt himself in depression. ONLY thing he really feels is anger. Thats why boys always are careful not to piss him off.
Now nothing really matters, expect the band and the music.
He doesn't trust women, thinking they'll just break his heart, althought he still, deep inside the back of his heart wishes to find someone TRULY worth it.